on past streaks i would always allow myself to peek at some porn once in a while out of curiosity. to see wat my favorite porn artist was cooking up. but then i'd inevitably keep looking and then eventually start edging and then coom.
this is the first truly harcorr streak i've had beyond like 20 days, and its the reason i've gotten this far. 95 days of literally zero porn or touching. i think my all time streak was like 129 days but i had some edging in there. anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk. moral of the story is never look at porn ever. no exceptions.
curiosity is the first step on the ladder of pride btw (st. bernard of clairveoux)