career anxiety general

[$lave]

I think being partially part of an internet community is fine but being exclusively part of it is not, for instance people who talk in groyper GC's all day and attend all the events and such.

if they are attending events then they are just engaging in a subculture irl, which was a normal thing before the internet (see ren fare, comic con, political rallies).

When you don't speak to anyone in your community, and then you become interconnected with a large group of anti social freaks online it brews up something disgusting. Not to claim that i'm above all of this because I am covered in the sludge too, but there is a reasonable middle ground between where groypers are and where normies are that is good.

it’s not healthy to put gcs on a pedestal and play gay social circle games with your online friends but people like nick (nick has said he hasn’t spoken to a girl his age in years) or bap are online like 12 hours a day and seem fine.

If you imagine what leads someone to decide start attending an SSPX / Latin mass you realize this is a large collection of people who are literally just like us, and all you need to do is escape there to live out your trad larp.

i enjoy going to church and having a religious community but i wouldn’t say at all they are “just like us.” outside of values, how are they similar? most christians are nice and that’s why i like spending time with them.

It is also a bit muddied because all of my irl friends are internet friends in a sense because I speak to them over discord and do all the assorted online activities, but the difference of being able to speak with them in person on occasion is very significant and it's something that if missing can lead someone into social psychosis. For instance you can say nigger nigger nigger white power morgan ariel rape online but if you were in the presence irl you would know how to hold off the memes and mediate yourself into being more normal.

i dont have irl friends anymore but when i did i could either be myself around them and be as edgy as possible or not be and have to restrain myself, which meant i didn’t trust them or view them as a friend at all.

as for the egirl question it really sucks bro but I can't imagine dating a girl who doesn't know about the alt right, like really how is that gonna work out? not too sure its a work in progress

paul town has a chapter in his first book manifesting the type of girl he wants and got her. just have to get creative or settle with a local girl

 

[muttonhead]

“le computer is bad.”

*proceeds to write essays on internet forum instead of playing with a worm outside.*

 

[Slerk]

if they are attending events then they are just engaging in a subculture irl, which was a normal thing before the internet (see ren fare, comic con, political rallies).

thats true

it’s not healthy to put gcs on a pedestal and play gay social circle games with your online friends but people like nick (nick has said he hasn’t spoken to a girl his age in years) or bap are online like 12 hours a day and seem fine.

its a little different for people with big accounts because they are acting as a leader of sort for tons of people, and for them this is actually extremely beneficial to be an online figure

i enjoy going to church and having a religious community but i wouldn’t say at all they are “just like us.” outside of values, how are they similar? most christians are nice and that’s why i like spending time with them.

i dont mean christians in general but specifically the group of people who believe that the church was corrupted and decided to attend a latin mass, atleast per capita these are much further right people, and I would guess a significant amount were actually influenced by the internet

i dont have irl friends anymore but when i did i could either be myself around them and be as edgy as possible or not be and have to restrain myself, which meant i didn’t trust them or view them as a friend at all.

its certainly a difficult matter and I am fortunate enough to have met a few anti semites in high school. I think it is very important to atleast be very picky with friends because there are a LOT of ugly stupid freaks out there

paul town has a chapter in his first book manifesting the type of girl he wants and got her. just have to get creative or settle with a local girl

It's just a little sad because I have spoken to egirls before who "get the jokes" and obviously blah blah egirls are freaks and I don't spend too much time talking to them, but it just feels like a missed opportunity to settle for some normal boring girl when I can get a normal boring egirl who is anti semetic

 

[Slerk]

“le computer is bad.”

*proceeds to write essays on internet forum instead of playing with a worm outside.*

I am using the internet as a mechanism to think and talk about politics with other mentally ill schizophrenics. I'm arguing to balance internet usage not to eliminate it (if you are an ubermensch like myself) as for most ugly stupid freaks they need to cut off way more than me

 

[$lave]

its a little different for people with big accounts because they are acting as a leader of sort for tons of people, and for them this is actually extremely beneficial to be an online figure

we're all here to influence people and network. they saw that the internet is superior to irl

i dont mean christians in general but specifically the group of people who believe that the church was corrupted and decided to attend a latin mass, atleast per capita these are much further right people, and I would guess a significant amount were actually influenced by the internet

+1 for the internet

i go to a protestant church so yeah im sure my community is way more normie and unthinking

its certainly a difficult matter and I am fortunate enough to have met a few anti semites in high school. I think it is very important to atleast be very picky with friends because there are a LOT of ugly stupid freaks out there

i feel like its easier to stay in touch with online friends too. i lost all of my irl frens by moving/switching jobs/switching schools. at a certain point its almost a waste to make friends with people who will eventually leave, especially if i have to pretend to be someone else around them.

It's just a little sad because I have spoken to egirls before who "get the jokes" and obviously blah blah egirls are freaks and I don't spend too much time talking to them, but it just feels like a missed opportunity to settle for some normal boring girl when I can get a normal boring egirl who is anti semetic

ive dated girls who hate black people and it wasnt all that. they were all mentally ill and sexually aggressive. you could get a neet egirl off of /soc/ or some discord server

 

[Slerk]

The racism question is actually something that i've been thinking about more recently for a while now, and it's very interesting.

I don't think I really hate minorities, or atleast a lot of them. I do hate most indians, blacks that dont act white, hispanics that dont speak english, ect but most of the minorities I interact with are actually pleasant people. I do think this is mostly because the area I live in is super majority white, and a lot of the minorities that live here are culturally white. Like I don't really relate to someone who goes deliberately treats black people bad or something like this, like bro really. I get it if you live in one of the cities and are referring to the low iq hordes but a lot of them are actually not too bad.

The racist egirl question is interesting. I do wonder if a woman who is sincerely catholic would also be white supremacist. I think for egirls this nondenominational and white supremacist over lap is very common, but for a totally normal woman i'm not sure if its going to work. Particularly for my area which has an extraordinarily different culture to the rest of the world, but i'm sure when I eventually get to move to a superior state it will become significantly easier.

I want to rape the shit out of a woman consentially

 

[mochi]

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[Moonlight-Moonlight]

https://x.com/i/web/status/1874886947472371900

is this guy just a doomer or are the codemonkeys actually felted

 

[Slerk]

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i'm sure he's a freak
prob no experience and a socially awkward sperg on calls

 

[$lave]

https://x.com/i/web/status/1874886947472371900

is this guy just a doomer or are the codemonkeys actually felted

it’s been that way for a while now