Diary Entry Desu

Most of my actions seem purposeless and don’t have an effect on the world. What I want most is a normal life with a wife and kids but that doesn’t seem to be in the cards. I struggle to make connections to others. A deep need for some sort of revenge has boiled in me due to perceived injustices committed against me by the greater society. When a customer comes in my store I think they are stupid for not interviewing me. When I eye a cute girl in public and she doesn’t drool over me I want her to be raped and killed. A black guy tries to scam me in some way I know he’ll regret it when the day of the rope comes.

They’re all scum for not appreciating me. I know if I were them and in the presence of me I would start to worship. They should beg to work for me because I’m richer and more famous and smarter than they ever will be. As punishment they need to have their face rubbed in their mess. To see what happens when you ignore a gift.