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[ZapparoniWorks™]

rape

 

[muttonhead]

day 1.

i jerked off 5 times yesterday without any enjoyment whatsoever. my demeanor was cold and businesslike. i sat in a chair and stared at the wall as i did it, and refused to engage in any kind of sexual fantasy.

 

[pissballsack]

i cum, i feel no more shame, I only feel that I have reduced the efficiency of the human machine. if only I had kept that jizz in me i would be working towards my goals instead of laying in bed on my phone.

 

[pissballsack]

cummed again. question to sex havers? do you feel better after cumming in a woman than jerking it? anglin has said it feels exactly the same. I will be disappointed if this is the case.

 

[i cant breed]

been awake two hours now and havent cummed. looks like we're doing this

 

[Mooop]

i cum, i feel no more shame, I only feel that I have reduced the efficiency of the human machine. if only I had kept that jizz in me i would be working towards my goals instead of laying in bed on my phone.

you could have been somebody but instead your behind on everything you need to do. There will be one most important instant in your life. will you be ready?

 

[pissballsack]

after cumming for hours-whole days I delay repentance, I fear my own failure, so i sit in between despair and resolution, a comfortable place, I see how atheists can stay here their whole lives, but after tasting Gods grace I feel the dullness of it too sharply.. As soon as I bow my head to God in repentance after having no desire to cum I am immediately tempted and images flood my mind. I rebuff them, they are weak at first....

 

[SowiesoGroyp]

ok are you @lookingupnotdown on an alt?

 

[pissballsack]

 

[Veruuga]

day 74. i have never made it this far before. today i accidenttally flirted with a big huege fat girl at the groecery store and thought about throwing her into my truck bed when i saw her again in the parking lot. im triyng to cope witha l ittle alochol,... i am sick to my stomach. i could have thrown that big hog into my t ruck like she was farm animal..... i need to channnel this energy into something else before i end u pwith a pregnant hog in my basemment