cummed again, last nighttt, copefapped cause of spergout stress overloadd my tusm brain. it wasnt 2 bad just some wmaf, little white man on ebony action... feel empty today need 2 get right with the big man, thinkinh im going 2 get a gf and cum in her instead of my toilet, feeling like im losing 8 year no fap maxxed out 3 months, ltr is like being married i guess hmmm, all the married chuds at my church r cumming in their wives and then im feeling bad from cumming, feels arbitrary and talmudic based on current jewish sexual dynamics in the west, all yng men in church in a rush to get married so tehy can cum, and then have a bitch control their lives and fuk up their kids. but maybe im just starting the cope for cumming in a gf, hrmmm